Her Mother Shaved Her Hair Monthly, Until One Mark Exposed the Lie-tantan

Sarah learned the sound of electric clippers before she learned the multiplication tables.

She learned the low buzz through the bathroom door, the small click of the plastic guard snapping into place, and the way her mother always sighed first, as if the whole thing hurt her more than it hurt the child in the chair.

Sarah was eight years old.

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Her hair was the kind people noticed before they noticed anything else about her.

It was pale gold, soft at the ends, and bright enough in sunlight that neighbors on the sidewalk sometimes smiled and said she looked like a little girl from an old photograph.

Megan hated when people said that.

She hated it quietly at first.

Then she hated it with rules.

The first rule was that Sarah could not wear her hair down at breakfast.

The second rule was that Sarah could not keep barrettes from birthday parties or school prize boxes.

The third rule was the one that made Sarah stop looking in mirrors.

Once a month, Megan shaved her head.

Not trimmed.

Not shaped.

Shaved.

The first time, Sarah cried so hard she made herself hiccup.

Megan held the towel tight around her neck and told her to stop being dramatic.

“Pretty hair makes ugly things happen,” Megan said.

Sarah did not understand that, so Megan gave her a version a child could remember.

“Your hair is witch hair,” she said. “If it gets long, it takes years off my life.”

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