The Day Before Labour, His Mother Took Him Away From Me-Teptep

The day before my due date, my mother-in-law suddenly said that she had dreamt the night before that my deceased father-in-law had come back asking for paper money.

She said it in the sitting room, with the rain blurring the window and the kettle cooling in the kitchen.

Her voice was low, solemn, almost theatrical.

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If I had not already known what she was like, I might have believed she was frightened.

She pressed one hand to her chest and said she did not dare travel back to the countryside alone.

Then she looked at my husband.

Chen Zhe looked at me.

For a second, I saw the old version of him, the one who used to ask if I wanted another cushion, another cup of warm water, another blanket over my knees.

Then that version disappeared.

He became gentle in a different way.

Gentle like someone placing a knife down carefully so it did not make a sound.

“Although tomorrow is your due date,” he said, “matters concerning my parents’ family are also very important. You’re an adult now, surely you can take care of yourself, right?”

My mother-in-law’s eyes moved to my face.

There was no concern in them.

Only waiting.

She wanted tears, anger, pleading.

She wanted me to clutch my belly and beg her son to choose me.

I did none of that.

I turned a page of the magazine in my lap, although I had not read a single word.

My fingertips shook so badly the paper whispered.

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