A Clinic Visit, Three Heartbeats, And The Man Who Came For Her-hihehu

The clinic lights buzzed above Vivien Cole like they were running out of patience.

They poured a pale glow over the waiting room, over the plastic chairs, over the women sitting with their coats folded in their laps and their eyes fixed on anything but each other.

The air smelled like bleach, paper, and coffee that had been burned too long on a cheap warming plate.

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Vivien sat with both hands flat against her stomach.

There was nothing there anyone could see.

Not yet.

Six weeks.

No bump.

No flutter.

No tiny kick that could make the fear feel holy instead of terrifying.

Just two pink lines on a drugstore test, a missed period, and the kind of panic that made the world seem louder than usual.

She had $623 in her checking account.

She had $4,800 in credit card debt.

She had a studio apartment in South Boston where the radiator screamed at midnight and the kitchen faucet dripped so steadily it felt personal.

She was twenty-seven years old and tired in the way that did not go away after sleep.

She worked payroll for a construction company during the day, then took bookkeeping jobs at night for small contractors who paid late and complained early.

Most evenings, she came home with her shoulders aching and her eyes burning from numbers on a screen.

Dinner was cereal three nights a week because cereal was cheap and dishes took energy she did not have.

She did not have parents to call.

She did not have a savings account.

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