At Her Sister’s Funeral, Her Son Tried To Take Her Ohio Home-tantan

June Peterson arrived at the funeral home twenty minutes early because she had spent her whole life believing that grief still had manners.

She was 81 years old, dressed in a black cardigan that had been brushed twice with a lint roller before she left the house, and she carried a folded tissue in her left hand before she had even made it through the front doors.

The Ohio rain had been steady all morning.

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It tapped against the funeral home windows, gathered in the seams of the parking lot, and darkened the shoulders of every mourner who came in without an umbrella.

Inside, the chapel smelled like lilies, furniture polish, and coffee that had been sitting too long on a warmer in the side room.

June paused at the threshold because the sight of her sister’s casket hit her harder than she expected.

She had known the day was coming.

She had picked out the dress.

She had answered calls from relatives, nodded through arrangements, and told the funeral director that yes, the white flowers were fine and no, she did not need anything else.

But knowing a thing is coming does not stop it from standing in front of you.

Her sister’s framed picture sat beside the casket, smiling from a summer afternoon that now seemed like it belonged to somebody else’s life.

June moved slowly down the aisle.

Her knees ached, and her right hand brushed the edge of the pews to steady herself.

A few people turned to look at her, and their faces softened in that careful way people use around the oldest woman in the room.

June hated that look a little.

It made her feel fragile before she had decided whether she was.

The funeral director met her near the front.

He was quiet, respectful, and careful with his voice.

“Mrs. Peterson, take all the time you need,” he said.

June nodded.

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