His Son Smashed Every Light, Then the Dark Exposed the Trap-tantan

Tom Bennett had not slept in a dark room for six years.

Not since his wife died.

Not since the house stopped sounding like two people lived in it.

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Every evening, before the sun sank behind the roofs across the street, Tom made the same slow walk through his little suburban house and turned on every light he could reach.

The porch light first.

Then the lamp by the recliner.

Then the hallway fixture, the kitchen light, the laundry room bulb, and the small lamp in the bedroom with the shade his wife had picked out at a yard sale.

By midnight, the house glowed like somebody was always awake inside.

Neighbors noticed.

Of course they did.

People notice strange things before they notice suffering.

Mrs. Harris from across the street had once brought over a plate of banana bread and asked gently if he was all right.

Tom had smiled too fast and said he was fine.

The mailman had joked that Tom’s porch was easier to find than the stop sign.

Tom had laughed politely and waited until the man walked away before checking the hallway floor again.

There were reasons for light.

There were reasons for everything, even when nobody bothered to ask the right question.

At seventy-one, Tom moved like a man who had learned not to trust his own knees.

His hair had thinned into white wisps over the top of his head.

His hands were spotted and swollen at the knuckles.

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