My Family Planned To Move My Brother Into My House On Camera-heuh

My phone buzzed while I was sitting under a chandelier, pretending the figures on the screen were the most important thing in the world.

The room was warm in the way hotel conference rooms always are, with air that smelt of burnt coffee, polished tables and that sharp lemon cleaner used to make tired places seem fresh.

Outside, rain stitched silver lines down the windows.

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Inside, my boss was talking about growth, cost control and the kind of future everyone in that room was paid to sound excited about.

I had my pen in my hand and my notebook open, and if anyone had looked at me, they would have seen a woman doing exactly what she was supposed to do.

That had always been my speciality.

Doing what I was supposed to do.

Smiling at the right moment.

Answering messages.

Sending money.

Letting things go.

My phone buzzed again against the table, and I did not look down straight away.

I had trained myself not to, because in my family a call or message rarely meant something kind.

It usually meant Tanner had made a mess.

It meant Mum wanted me to be reasonable.

It meant Dad wanted me to stop upsetting everyone by noticing what had been done to me.

It meant a bill, a favour, a forgotten appointment, a crisis that would somehow become mine.

So I kept my eyes on the screen at the front of the room.

A blue bar rose beside a green bar, and twelve sensible people around the table nodded as if quarterly projections were sacred.

Then the phone buzzed a third time.

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